Pot of Gold at the end of the Rainbow

UPDATES!

2012-02-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

Just felt like posting some updates :)

1. Had a good trip to BKK with BF and my awesome uni people :)
Full of non-stop shopping and walking which left me rather fatigue for the rest of the week.
Loved and enjoyed the time away from work, though and simply spending all my time with my dear boyfriend who really took great care of me throughout the trip :)

2. Work is becoming kind of depressing. I am trying to find the meaning of my work right now.
Want to work for a good meaning. Want to work so that I can make God proud :)

3. Night safari with boyfriend for the 1st time :)
Had tuition prior to that and my fatigue hit me real bad that I had to head to boyfriend's place to nap before we could set off to the Night Safari.
The whole experience there with boyfriend was awesome.
Felt like an awesome date with him, rather than a normal trip to the Night Safari. ^^
Was feeling kind of bad 'cause of my fatigue that I wasn't that much of a good company for boyfriend.
Hopefully, Boyfriend enjoyed it as much as I did :)

That's all for the updates for the week :)

Valentine's Day is round the corner.
Queues outside the florists have started to grow ridiculously long.
Some say V-day is over-commerialised.
Some feels that V-day is a day of the display of love gestures for your loved one/significant other.

My thoughts? I haven't been able to spend vdays properly to arrive at any firm conclusion like the abovementioned, I guess.
but still, being a hopeless romantic, I do feel and agree with the song lyrics of Fish Leong's song:
"其实爱对了人, 情人节每天都过"
so well...(totally forgotten what I want to say already)
Well, I feel that everyone should still put in effort into the r/s at all time even if it's not vdays.
Simple gestures of love can be shown/given at any time. It's just how much you are willing to put in for the relationship, I guess.

hahaha. actually, I particularly enjoy watching the hopelessly clueless guys panicking in shops/florists about what to get for their significant other. Maybe I should get off work on time to go amuse myself tomorrow.
hahaha. (good idea, actually.) :D

Happy Valentine's Day to all in advance!
Stay happy in love and cherish each other with all your love and might :)

29 January 2012

2012-01-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I've last written anything in this space of mine.
Really been overwhelmed with work and with the CNY celebration,
I barely have time to even rest more, much less to find time to blog.

Maybe just some random thoughts and updates as I wait for my photos to upload in my facebook:

1. CNY celebration was not too bad. Pretty enjoyable, less the unnecessary nagging.
But the bus breakdowns were horrible and made me ultra grumpy.
And I was super glad to be back in singapore!

2. Work has been hectic as usual. More stressful of late, I must say, with all the turnover.
Hates working with a sense of distrust. Hates having to deal with unethicality and lack of integrity, especially when we are working in a Christian organisation. And especially when we call ourselves Christians or even children of God. What kind of testimony are such people living out for the people of the world to see? I just dislike the fact that such people ended up being the ones bringing distrust, trauma to others. What has happened to your Christian values?

Goodness. Man, I shouldn't be judging. But God will be the judge. Sometimes, I do question just as certain people would ask me, why does the God whom we always proclaim to love us, would put us through such times. Well, I have found the answer quite some time ago. The cliche way of saying would be there are always reasons for everything. As Christians, it's already said in the bible that we would have to go through the tests of trials and tribulations. Thus, I have long learnt to not question "WHY ME?" or "Why is God doing this to me?". It's easier to ask and try to figure out "What is God trying to teach me or tell me?" And truly, when we seek the Lord to simply ask, He will surely answer as He has promised.

I pray that the Lord will reveal and expose the unrighteousness, lies and deceptions of things which do not glorify His name. And that, He will strengthen the sense of discernment of the top management to make the right decisions.

3. CNY Lunch steamboat with Happy gang was awesome. Yusheng is unexpectedly good. Really ate too much and went into food coma. Played cards. Win some and Lost some. Mahjong session was awesome and full of fun and endless laughters.

That's all for today ba. Can't wait for end of Thursday.

hello 2012.

2012-01-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

hello 2012.

thank God for being in control all the time.
thank God for His timing and for His answering of prayers.

and even more so, thank God for my boyfriend :)
so many a time, I simply woke up every morning feeling so blessed to have him in my life.
It's just so indescribable, beyond words.
At times, I find myself just smiling at the thought of him and the little things he does.
Mornings feel weird w/o morning messages from him.
Weeks feel lacking when I don't get to meet him.
Everyday I find myself looking forward to each and every date I get with boyfriend.
Everyday I look forward to the time I get to talk to him on the phone, just simply to hear his voice.
Everytime I want to plan for my leaves or a holiday, he's the first one I think of to spend time with / go with.

and everyday, he's just growing to be a bigger and more important part of my life.

I love you, dear Desmond.
happy 5 months, love :)

31 December 2011

2011-12-31T18:19:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of Year 2011.
Officially just a couple more hours to Year 2012.

Year 2011 has been more than a roller coaster ride for me but I thank God for putting me through it all.

Officially graduating from university.
Finally planned and went on a trip independently with awesome friends for the first time in my life.
Found a job with an awesome boss who loves me.
Found an awesome boyfriend who loves me more than anyone else.
Grew in my walk with God.
Found friends who really stood by me through it all.

What more can I ask for?

Goodbye 2011 and hello 2012, please be nice to me :)

`shall do my new year resolution tomorrow. hahaha

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

2011-12-04T00:55:00.001+08:00

终于看了"那些年，我们一起追的女孩"。
不知我已暗示无数次了，我亲爱的男友才决定陪我看。
是有点被逼的吧。嘻。。

很久以前就读过这本书。
当时读的时候，可能就觉得是一般写得不错的爱情小说之类吧。
我以前实在是太过浪漫主义了；整天沉迷于爱情小说。
整天都在发梦，心想何时才能像小说里的女主角一样找到真心爱我的人。
想起来，现在也还是整天发白日梦，还是很浪漫主义嘞！
哈哈。

今天又看了这本书的电影。
似乎感觉跟以前完全不同。
看电影的过程，真令人感触良多。
不但勾起了回忆和不少的感动，也带着点触景伤情的感觉。

可能是已经历了不少的事。
可能是已到了会怀念的年龄。

唉！真的挺怀念以前的青春。
怀念那自由自在，我行我素的青春。
怀念那些无谓的暧昧，暗恋情环。
怀念那些无聊又疯狂的行为。

怀念但不带着遗憾，也不觉得要回到过去。
我庆幸我已经历了那么多，也成长了许多。
我庆幸我现在过得比以前更好。

这个故事并不是写着感伤。
在不同的心境在生命中不同的阶段，看这故事都会有着不同的感触。
我个人的感触是，作者想提醒我们，
我们每个人都有自己刻苦铭心的故事。
我们都度过了那青涩的时光，我们也从经历的种种成长了。
所经历的，凡开心或伤心的，都仅仅属于回忆。
也就因着经历过那么多了，所以学会了更要珍惜现在。
不是吗？

而我，真的很庆幸能够遇见你。：）
也谢谢你真心地爱我。：）

带着淡淡忧郁的星期五夜晚

2011-12-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

不知怎么的，看着雨点一滴一滴地落下，心情也似乎沉了下来。
是不开心吗？应该没有吧。
是悲伤吗？好像也不是。
可能是下着雨的夜晚特别的寂静，才会让人的思绪有机会随意地乱跑。

困了。去睡了。

thoughts

2011-11-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a long while since I can just laze around and have time to myself.
Work has been really hectic. Staying beyond office hours has already become a norm.
But hopefully, it won't be for long.

Come to think of it, I have already worked for six months or so.
I guess, I can say I have been through quite a lot in these six months.
All the ups and downs.
All the mind games.
All the care and concerns of nice colleagues.
Indeed, being in the working world, one can come across all sorts and kinds of people.
Well, I guess I can only pray that God will strengthen me through it all and help me along the way.
And, I definitely have to thank God for my dear boyfriend who has quietly been there for me always.
and everyday, though work can be very frustrating and upsetting,
at the end of the day, I know that I am always well-loved by my dear boyfriend.

I especially enjoyed myself yesterday.
Shopping-ing with boyfriend. and just chilling out at the music cafe.
Never been so relaxed in a long while.
Just feel like I'm falling in love all over again :)
*loves my boyfriend so so so much ^ ^ *

刚听这首歌曲，就不自觉地想起了你。。。

梁静茹 - 我喜欢

看蓝蓝的天空下

绵绵的白云停在你脸上
爱在巴黎的塞纳河畔上面晀望
赶不上的玻璃船
却不觉得遗憾
早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌紧握住我不放
偷偷的闻着你带着孩子气的男人香

呼...我喜欢就这样靠在你胸膛
呼...我喜欢没有时间没有方向
呼...我喜欢像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光随你带着我四处去游荡

呼...我喜欢一醒来有你在身旁
呼...我喜欢赖在床上看你喝汤
呼...我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样为我每一吋消瘦而感伤

好想就这样有你在身旁一直到天长

`亲爱的，谢谢你总是对我那么的细心，那么的呵护。
谢谢你总是默默地守护着我。
谢谢你那么的在乎我，那么的爱我。
从喜欢到爱上，你让我不知不觉地随着每一天更爱你。
谢谢你，亲爱的。:) *winks*

:(

2011-11-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

I am missing my boy right now.
Miss bugging him for the entire day.
Miss talking on the phone with him just before I go to bed.
Somehow, I just really miss him a lot.

我好想你，你知道吗？

04112011

2011-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

:) This week has been rather spent rather happily for me.
Even though I was feeling pretty unwell till now, I still feel very at ease and at home in my HQ office.
Work has been pretty demanding since I have gotten back.
But thank God that my boss is leaving me to my own pace and I am still coping well :)

and yay to the long weekend.
Am feeling tired and abit unwell still.
Am missing my boy but guess he is either still bathing or busy nuaing :/
so off I go to bed :)
nights.

:)

2011-11-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Happy to be in love with you :)

saturday with boyfriend :)

2011-10-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

I love saturdays with boyfriend.
Loves just spending time with him.

It's going to be my last day in my deployment.
Lord, please please please just let me clear this very nicely.
No more hiccups and please let you-know-who be nice.

Feel like going to KTV but boyfriend not in the mood. SOBS.
Maybe I shouldn't be complaining about him since he is being so nice to cook dinner for me.
HEHS.

Life has been pretty awesome. Can't wait to go on leave in fact.
Hopefully, the situation in Bangkok will have some miracles happening.
Or if not, please let there be a possibility that our air tickets would not be forfeited just like that.

Really need a good break from everything and just travel, shop and eat.
pleasepleaseplease, let it happen :)

dear sweet boyfriend, I love you :)

23102011

2011-10-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Just felt like blogging before I crawl into bed to wait for my dear to be done with his things.
Wells, life has become slightly less depressing. Or at least I try to be less depressed.
Almost 8 days to end of deployment.
Am feeling kind of bad that we are putting an end to it.
It really doesn't do good for the relationship with the centre in a way.
and I do feel very guilty about it.

Been having too little time for boyfriend.
Feel quite sad that I am spending such limited quality time with him.
But he has been really sweet and understanding about it.
And especially when I am super grumpy or grouchy,
he has been really tolerant of my moodswings and patient with me.
Am really very touched :)

Still feel really amazed how we actually end up together.
Still feeling amazed how I could have found such a great guy like him :)
At times, I wake up thinking about this and always end up exclaiming to myself,
"limjiaxin, I think God really loves you too much, that's why He gave you such an awesome guy to love you."
hee :)

Alrights. updates of random things next time.
feeling kind of tired le. jiayou limjiaxin.

thank God.

2011-10-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Just feel like blogging before I head off to bed.
I feel happier this week.
I know God has worked miracles in my life to bring about all these.
And I know God has definitely seen me through this.
Praise the Lord.

Thank God for a wonderful boyfriend as well.
My dear boyfriend has been providing me the best support and advices ever,
especially when I have let the super emotional part of me take over entirely.

I just feel so well-loved this week.
By my dear boyfriend, by my bosses.
And most importantly, by God.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :)

`we love, because He loved us first.

很庆幸我有你。

2011-10-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

最近，心情都因着工作上的压力变得很紧绷。
心情总是很低落。
有时，在约会时还会时不时都提起工作。
埋怨了，还是埋怨。
诉苦了，再诉苦，

我真的觉得作为我的男朋友的他很可怜。
他得时时刻刻听我的诉苦。他得很有耐心地陪着我。
他得帮我承受我的压力，我的负担。
他还得想千万种方法哄我开心，为的是要我忘记一切的烦恼。
真的辛苦他了。

我实实在在地要感谢上帝让我遇见他。
在我迈入生命新的一章时，我和他重逢了。
是有点机缘巧合的。
从重逢，到触电。
又从触电的那一刻，到喜欢。
从喜欢到爱上。
这一切都发生得很微妙的自然。

我很庆幸我有他。
他话虽然不多，但他的细心已足以表达他想说的。
他总默默的陪着我，好让我知道我不需孤独地面对一切。
他会很温柔并无时无刻地关心着我，让我有被呵护，被在乎的感觉。

真的很庆幸有了他。
也因为有了他，我好幸福哦 :)

ps: I miss you, dear
      thank you for meeting up with me at such a last-minute notice.
      thank you for making the effort even though you were tired yourself.
      thank you for loving me for who I am. thank you for being the awesome bf you are, desmond :)

dating with my boy :)

2011-10-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

/ignore the previous unhappy post.

Let me blog about happier things in my life.

Went dating with my boy yesterday.
Felt kind of bad making him wait as I had to end my tuition late for my kid's future's sake.
He was already starving but still had to wait patiently for me.
Thank God for a super understanding boyfriend :)

Had my favourite chocolate eggtart @ KFC again.
Yummielicious ~
Then we headed off to take the LONG- journey bus to Ikea.
Good thing that I wasn't alone, else my motion sickness problem would have felt much worse.

Just love ikea so much.
So many lovely and pretty concepts.
And so many things to buy.
hehs. :p

Went over to Courts to find my cordless phone.
Another awesome place to walk around!
and so many temptations.
But wells, they are still currently WANTS and not NEEDS yet.
So.. shall wait.
*grins*

Dinner @ Thai Express with my boy and the three younger boys.
Quite fun. and really must thank my boy for being so understanding not to kick up a fuss with me for bringing so many lightbulbs along.
The entire time spent with my boy, I just felt so happy and blissful deep down.
And I still think, my date is TOO SHORT and wished that the date didn't have to end.
but wells, hopefully there will be MORE and many MORE to come, I hope :)

我喜欢这种简单的幸福。
喜欢这种能够发自于内心的快乐。
我知道，也很清楚一切的幸福得来不易。
我会好好地珍惜真心爱我的他。
更要好好地守着这段感情。
因为幸福的我，只想紧紧牵着那真心爱我的他，并一路带着满满的幸福一直走下去。:)

why oh why.

2011-10-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

WHY OH WHY.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.

It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.

I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!

I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.

01102011

2011-10-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

Yay. A Brand New Month.
September was really very scary for me.
All the work has managed to wear me out quite fully.
Wished that I could say wake me up when September ends; but I don't know what lies ahead of me.
So all I can do is to pray that everything runs more smoothly now.

Yesterday was first time taking leave and best of all I get to match it with Boyfriend's.
but wells, yesterday was quite a day due to work.
Felt kind of bad that I was spending time on the phone and computer for work and half the rest of the time being stressed up.
But thank God for a super understanding boyfriend who just stands by me and supports me no matter what. He didn't even grumble abit.
Sigh. I am such a horrible gf! :(

today managed to sleep in due to tuition starting late.
So looking forward to meeting up with dear later :D

I am so used to typing "Regards, Jia xin" at the end of my email that I almost did so for this blog entry.
o.o"

Can't wait for BKK trip. like totally.
I need more holidays! like seriously! :(

:)

2011-09-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Skipped church today.
Shan't make it a habit. Will go back next week to serve.
:)

Slept in abit later. but due to my gastrics. Didnt really sleep very well nowadays.
Hates the stress-induced gastric problem.
Sigh. Seriously need to pray harder for the vacancy to be filled.

but wells. to update about today.
Met up with boyfriend to watch Crazy Stupid Love.
Really a sweet movie and I'm really glad that I get to watch with my dear.
Simple but sweet date :) just love spending time with him.

Met up with darling esther today. and had an awesome time just eating and roaming around.
Sad that we couldn't get our neoprints done today as so coincidentally, both machines are spoilt.
Sobs.
but nonetheless, it's awesome meeting up with the bestie.
Glad to see that she is doing well. Must so meet up for ktv SOON! :)

`just feeling sooooo in love :)

25092011

2011-09-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

Had a great night out with my uni friends.
Busy eating xiaolongbaos.
Enjoying the 7th Heaven icecream from Haagen Dasz.
Almost partyworld-ing.
Ended up playing monopoly deal at McD clementi.
It was all fun and laughters,
though everyone wasn't spontaneous enough to play it my way.
sobs.

Work has been rather stressful for me.
Think affecting my body system.
Will be staying home tomorrow.
To rest and also to make my dad happy.

I just pray that the vacancy can be filled asap.
And in the meantime, I will be kept sane and sound.
And yes, I really do mean sane and sound.

HAPPY UPDATES :D

2011-09-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

hellos! I am back! :)
with happy updates, I THINK.

Life has been pretty challenging and hectic as usual.
but thank God that I have my awesome and special someone to walk by my side through it all :)

And so updates:

1) Working @ two different workplaces now. Kind of disruptive to my learning and stressful as it gets.
but somehow, it feels like God's Will for me to be there to be able to be on the ground and see things for myself of how things run at operational level.
So despite all the endless stress and workload, I still thank God for putting me there in the right place and at the right time.
Nonetheless, I must pray harder for the vacancy to be filled!

2) Went on a MOONCAKE FESTIVAL JB TRIP with my UNI clique & boyfriend.
Was really glad that everyone was more or less comfortable with one another.
Mooncakes were awesome. And the dinner was yummie-licious!
Man, I am thinking about the salted egg butter crab now.
hmmm. Was kind of disappointed that I couldn't let them try loklok this time round.
But wells, ending it off with Baskin Robbins was satisfying as well :D

3) Met up with dear boyfriend every now and then.
But feels like it's always too short :(
It's REALLY too short. Sobs.
and the upcoming week, sigh.
I need to find ways to survive it.

4) Friday night went out with boyfriend and his group.
Beer market for chilling out.
Music was way too loud.
Food was so-so.
Enjoyed myself in a way.
but at the end of it, I was like telling myself "I am too old for late nights".
but then again, it's not that I am too old for it. It's more of my schedule that doesn't allow it.

5) Went town with dear boyfriend.
OH! We watched Glee 3D.
not a must watch, unless you're like a ultra fan of Glee.
Enjoyed walking around with bf. Dinner was good.
Tea @ tea loft was good, for I had awesome company :)
then HOME SWEET HOME. sigh.
it's like, time really flies.
Sometimes, I just wished that I can slow down time so that I can be on longer dates with my boyfriend :)

6) oh! we're going on a graduation trip.
with uni friends and I am really glad that boyfriend is agreeable to come along.
Excited much. it's going to be an awesome trip.
Shall be super crazy about taking photos so that all the awesome memories may be fully captured :)
CAN'T WAIT!! ^^

7) I can't wait for 30 Sept.
An off-day. Like Finally!
CAN'T WAIT :D finally will get to spend one FULL day with my dear :)

Wells, despite all the ups and downs in life, I am truly happy now.
Having been through so much, I am glad that I have found my special someone, Desmond.
and it's all the more because of having been through so much that,
I know how special, amazing and wonderful this relationship is and is going to be.
I thank God for putting him into my life. I am indeed more than blessed. :)

And so, comes Monday tomorrow.
jiayou everyone. jiayou, limjiaxin.
Have a blessed week ahead.
God bless you! ^^

one month :)

2011-09-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

we're one month already. As of 08092011.
Wanted to blog this earlier but work has been quite hectic and been draining me out quite badly lately.

And so, here it is. Happy one month and one day to us.
It's been a happy, simple but awesome one month.
Feel very blessed with such a sweet and awesome boyfriend.
I am very blessed to have him.
Someone who is understanding, sweet, observant, sensitive and makes the effort to understand and know me.
I am blessed to have found this special someone who loves me sososo much.
I am glad that despite our busy work schedules and esp my ultra-packed life,
We always do our best to spend quality time together.
I just feel very well-loved and well-cherished by my awesome bf :)

I love you, dear boyfriend desmond :)

last day of August :)

2011-08-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of August.
August has been an amazing month for me.
Kind of unbelievable how everything just manages to fall so nicely into place.

Was really happy about returning to HQ for work.
but endless work was waiting for me. and wells, it wasn't that fun.
But thank God, I managed to clear all my outstanding work.
the cute and super nice manager is leaving for another centre.
Was kind of sad about it but am glad that I came back in time to bade him farewell.

Left office quite late. Rushed to meet my dear boyfriend.
Had bak kut teh for dinner. then went to waterfront in hope of nice fireworks.
but guess our neighbour is saving moolahs.
Was happy still.
'Cause I get to spend quality time w bf, which is really hard to come by, given my schedule.
Well-spent time being well-loved. Definitely.

^ ^

finally a rest day! :)

2011-08-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's finally a rest day! :)
I get to sleep in today which was something that I didn't have time for.
And so, Yay to that!

Met Bf after lunch to go for movie.
Final Destination 5 was urms, gross?
I think it's much much MUCH better than the previous one.
But I'm not sure whether I really enjoyed it or not.
Kind of having mixed feelings about it.

Randomly thought of having dinner @ Chompchomp.
Food wasn't fantastic. but i totally enjoyed bf's company.
Am so glad and happy that I get to spend some quality time with him :)

Can't wait for tomorrow to come :)

All the outdoors grad photoshoots turned out awesome.
Shall upload the photos when I have time to blog from my computer.
I am missing my boyfriend now. shall go and bug him before I turned in :)

finally coming to the end of friday.

2011-08-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

Today is a sleepy friday.
Quite worn out, I guess.
This entire week has been too happening, I think.
Think this is the only week that I have been meeting boyfriend almost every other day.
*happy* even though time spent together is so limited and little, but I really enjoyed my dates :)

Convocation was awesome! :)
Full of mixed feelings.
Tiring, but full of joy, laughters, and awesome friends!

Went out with boyfriend and his group aft the two long convocation sessions.
Nice chilling out. but I particularly enjoyed our "supper" at waterfront.
With yummielicious, piping hot french fries and chicken wings.
and the most awesome-est thing was having him by my side :)

Watched Bad Teacher yesterday. Its not as bad as what the review says.
wells, we were lucky enough to be watching the movie afterall.
being the unpredictable me, I out of the blue felt like doing something old school.
Dragged poor boyfriend to take neoprints with me.
it's been how many donkey years since I last took.
SO OLD SCHOOL! :) but hee. quite enjoyed it with dear.

today is rest day for me. hopefully when I knock off later, I will still have the energy to run.
Work is kind of stressful and unconstructive for me today.
Must really get the new executive in soon.
*prays hard*

Am missing my sweet boyfriend right now ~
Can't wait to see him and my happy gang tml! :D
*grins*

:)

2011-08-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

Last night's date was sweet.
Totally enjoyed myself :)
And oh! Horrible bosses is a must-watch, if you are up for laughs.
Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Can't wait to go on my date with boyfriend tomorrow ^^

Today's service and class were great! And managed to take some photos with the people.
Quite rushed, but it was pretty fun! :) whee~ but i am more looking forward to my HAPPY GANG shoot and my UNI-clique shoot. Gotta pray for awesome weather! :)

It's going to be an awesome week ahead.
but Lord Jesus Christ, I commit the week ahead into Your Hands.
I know there are going to be challenges ahead of me, but I will not fear, for Lord, You are always with me.
Thank You, Lord. :)

amazingly awesome week :)

2011-08-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

this has been an amazingly awesome week for me.
Officially got attached to the sweetest boyfriend on 08.08.2011.
Went on simple but really enjoyable dates.

today went to church.
Service was good. God's Presence was awesome.
and I managed to talk to the people I wanted to share the good news with.
And I got the most sincere blessings from them.
and it meant alot to me.

to say that I am happy. it would be an understatement.
I am blessed. truly.

everything just fell so nicely into place. Lord, I pray that you continue to take control of my life.
I pray that you continue to guide me and help me stay close to You no matter what.
thank you Lord Jesus. for all the great works you have done in my life. :)

happy day with the happy gang :D

2011-08-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

it's a happy day out with the happy gang! :D
love all three of them so much.
never fails to bring so much fun and laughters into my life.

was kind of worn out today. especially when I had so little sleep (my own fault also.).
work was pretty hectic today with endless meetings after meetings.
but somehow, meeting my happy gang never fails to make me stay awake de.

was really happy and relieved that my darling ah bon loves her birthday pressie.
chatting and catching up with the three of them with our own updates in our life.
okay. maybe today i was doing most of the updates.
hee. all of us were just so busy being lame and laughing.
can't wait for our next happy gang meetup :)

can't wait to meet the happy gang with my dear boyfriend ! :)
my life is awesome now. with someone special. with my happy gang. with my PRF gang. with my UNI clique. and especially with God in full control. what more can I ask for?
I am awesomely blessed. Thank You, Lord :)

08.08.2011 ;)

2011-08-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

08.08.2011.
I am truly blessed and happy :)
原来开心可以这么简单，这么莫名的自然。
真的很开心，心中也很甜蜜，原来幸福是可以很简单的。：）

simple happiness.

2011-08-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

:) today is a happy day.
Simple but happy :)

Didn't even realise that it is Chinese Valentine day.
Went JB shop, eat and watch movie :)
Somehow, I just feel contented, blissful and happy :)
不知怎么的，就是很简单地开心，打从心里开心。
整天都有被触电的感觉。
原来开心可以很简单。
:)

滿足。

2011-07-30T11:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, meet up with some Uni friends.
It's an awesome gathering. With the most awesome company, I must say.
I realised that I've missed them so much.
I realised that I really enjoyed myself ysd.
It was really nice.
So much fun and laughter even though it's just a simple dinner.
Can't wait to complete our 4 impt and ultimately awesome agendas for the Year 2011.
Totally can't wait! :)

现在的我过得很充实。
我想我真的过得很开心。
有着那么多爱我的好朋友，我真的要感谢主。
这些日子，我的转变都是靠着上帝对我的爱，派这些人来帮助我。
我并非坚强，我只是学习独立，学习活出我想要的生活。
今日的我活得开心，也仍相信爱情。:)

:)

2011-07-01T17:28:00.000+08:00

It's been soooooo long since I last blogged.
Time to blog about happy things.
I thank God for bringing friends who are always there for me.
I thank God for letting me find a job that I enjoy doing.
I thank God for all the great opportunities that are in my life.
And I truly thank God that I am truly happy now :)

whee~
I can't wait for TML! :)

2011-05-23T21:42:00.003+08:00

I am at a loss.
Lord, please tell me what to do.

THANK YOU :)

2011-05-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

thank you, girls :)
for your time and effort :)

thank you!!

2011-05-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

我的天空今天有点灰。

:)

2011-05-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I last blogged.
I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you who has been there for me;
Be it physically, spiritually or even simply to talk sense into me.
Thank YOU. (you know who you are :) )

Today was my first paper.
After the exam, my handphone lagged like crazy.
I saw so many messages of concern.
Just that very moment, I felt so well-loved.
Really well-loved.

Lord, I thank You for putting all these awesome people in my life.
Lord, I thank You for loving me.

:)

PRAISE THE LORD :)

2011-03-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

I'll praise the Lord always.

Thank You Lord for everything You've and are doing for me.
I'll continue to commit my ways to You and trust also in You and as it is written,
Lord, You shall bring it to pass. Amen.
All Glory be unto my Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

first day of school :))

2011-01-04T18:41:00.003+08:00

yayness! finally school has started again! :)
but wells, felt kind of lost in the school compound today.
The arrangement of the lecture rooms has changed, the food kiosks have been taken over by MEGABITES..
but most importantly, I felt kind of alone today.
I actually miss my going-to-school buddies :/
*sobs*
Guess I just have to adapt to being alone from now onwards :|

Not feeling too well today and so, I'm home early to rest.
*sigh*
it sucks to be both physically and emotionally unwell at the same time.
Trust is not built up overnight.
It requires constant reassurance and appropriate actions to build it up.
I want and need to trust again; but I simply can't do it on my own...

31.12.2010

2010-12-31T11:58:00.004+08:00

And so, the year is coming to an end today.
And we'll entering into a whole new year.
It's time for leaving behind the unhappy memories, burdens or whatsoever,
and to start embracing the new year with a brand new attitude :)
And so, here's my Year 2010 in a nutshell:

In Year 2010, I have:

1. survived scary load of projects with horrible deadline schedule.
2. successfully cleared all my modules and THANK GOD, did well in most of them :)
3. gotten my driving licence (LIKE FINALLY!! >.<)
4. gotten my heart broken many times.
5. fallen in love with CRYSTAL JADE XIAO LONG BAO buffet.
6. gone on a short but enjoyable getaway with boyfriend and family ^^
7. attempted my first cake and made a blueberry cheesecake for boyfriend's birthday (THANK GOD i didnt poison anyone :D)
8. found courage to do presentations alone which is something I have always shunned.
9. worked as a one-day receptionist and fallen in love with the company and the job itself :D
10. gained dunno-how-many KG (LOL!)
11. finally did a JB trip with my UNI people :)
12. celebrated my 5th year anniversary with JEREMY LIMCHUANGHAI!! ^^

I thank God for all the great work He has done in my life :)
Praise the Lord :)

:) a post dedicated to my boyfriend

2010-12-27T10:34:00.000+08:00

251210 has come and passed :)
happy 5th year anniversary, Jer!
thank you for planning the date :)
thank you for the nice lunch :)
thank you, Jer, for the beautiful bracelet :)
thank you deardear for your effort to surprise me :)
I love you, jeremylimchuanghai :)

TEN MORE DAYS !!! ^^

2010-12-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

woohoo!! TEN MORE DAYS !! :)
yay!!
I guess I am quite excited about it :)
it's been a really rough year.. but thank God for helping me through it all..

three things I am thankful for today! :)
1. NICE mee hoon kuey :D
2. bleach-watching and munching on my fav snack with my boyfriend :)
3. spending quality time w my boyfren ^^

EAT and EAT and SHOP and EAT NON-STOP JB TRIP

2010-12-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

So tiring. Been so long since I last walked around non-stop for hours.
ATE ALOT!! so sinful -___-
but wells. I had fun! :)
and a BIG THANK YOU to JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI (who had to be my driver, and get bore out by us)
YOU ARE BEST, JERJER! ^^
thank you, really. :)

UPDATES! :D

2010-12-03T12:10:00.003+08:00

UPDATES!! :D
It's been really LONG since my last update.
Life has been worse than a roller coaster ride for the past one month.
but thank God that its all over :)

UPDATES:

1. I PASSED MY DRIVING!!
(okay. ON the 5th try. but still YAY! I'm a certified driver now!! woohoo!!)

2. I cleared all my modules for this semester!!
(this, I really have got to thank God for the miracle; what's with the killer papers and killer exam schedule and relationship problems)

3. Relationship just went through a major exfoliation and survived. THANK GOD!
(Thank God for keeping us together :) )

4. Had a fabulous holiday with Boyfriend and his family :)
totally fun and full of love :D

5. Going to work soon again. AWESOME! :) whee

to my boyfriend: the past two months have been an awful nightmare, but thank God for keeping us together. I can't wait for 251210 :D *winks* let's end this year well and with lots of love :)

2010-10-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something:
they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good.
In reality, the only way a relationship will last is
if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take.

a reminder to self :)

finally! some time to blog...

2010-10-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

AHhhhh! finally some time for me to blog again.
but then again, my life is so mundane that I doubt I've anything interesting to blog about..
Let's do a random thoughts update :)

1. I've FINALLY completed my accounts calculations!!
it's an achievement and a BIG relief!!
I must find time to give myself a good treat for finishing it all by myself! :)

2. I've yet to start with my revision.

3. I'm going to start my revision as of tml. CHIONG AH!

4. As of tml, it will be just me and patrick jane and my books *grins*

5. I realised that I ACTUALLY can pray in chinese fluently.

6. I've again witnessed the REAL-ness of spiritual warfare.

7. I recently held the lift door open for a cockroach and waited for it to crawl out.
that's abit insane, I guess.

8. I am hoping for a GREAT holiday getaway!
I'm seriously in need of a holiday BADLY! :(

9. I realised I haven't had a well-deserved holiday for the entire year.
I've been working non-stop!! :(

10. I want to eat COLD ROCK CHOCOLATE CHIP DOUGH ICECREAM!

11. I've been seeing super nice and wonderful wedding videos and wondering when is it MY TURN!
sighhhhhh...

12. I want to do well for my exams!

13. I've learnt that I'll not necessary hire a maid to slave for me;
perhaps help out with my chores if really need to hire.
but I WON'T become a lazy bum and make the maid slave for me.
NEVER (this is just a reminder to myself)

wells. I guess, it's time to go sort out my notes for revision tml. RAWR
jiayou lim jiaxin :)

happy 57th monthsery :)

2010-09-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

:) i love you!

不爽！

2010-09-23T14:15:00.003+08:00

超级不爽！
就为了那个白痴，就这样对我！
真的要气炸了！

大便大便大便大便大便！！！

我什么都不管了！

:)

2010-09-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

it's been quite a long day.
but I'm glad I've managed to get some of my things done.
so, I'm tired but happy and contented :)

Just now, I was waiting for my bus to get back to Singapore.
However, the bus took forever to arrive (almost forty-five mins; it's not the norm)
I didn't let it affect me much; was just wondering every now and then.
And keeping myself pre-occupied with the games on my BB.
then I got alittle irritated by this man.
(really just a little only; somehow my patience has improved tremendously again! PRAISE THE LORD! :))
He was with his wife. Quite of age ler.
He was grumbling. GRUMBLING AND GRUMBLING non-stop lo.
then, when the bus finally came, he was complaining that there was no bus conductor in sight.
Then he was scolding like NO IDIOT SITTING THERE TO INFORM OR ANYTHING.
then a bus conductor surfaced upon the arrival of the bus.
and he was daringly calling people an idiot.

and as usual, I feel so tempted to SCOLD him.
but was reminded by the Holy Spirit.
Somehow, I managed to recall this particular bible verse (I can't rmb my verses for nuts; when it somehow surfaces, it's always led by the Holy Spirit. THANK YOU, HOLY SPIRIT :))

LUKE 6:42 "How can you say to your brother,'Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

So why is this a reminder to me?
Often, we are always so eager to judge and criticise others.
That we forget that, by doing so we are actually acting just like them.

When I used to read this verse long time ago, I see it as telling me to first check myself if I have any biasness towards others before pointing fingers at others for acting in an unfair manner.

but today, I saw another meaning to it as to, IF WE DON'T CHECK OURSELVES and just react as our emotions lead us (which we aren't supposed to) and criticise others,
we are no more than hypocrites, because we may be just acting the same way as the person/people we are judging.

and therefore, note to self: DON'T JUDGE, DON'T CRITICISE and DON'T REACT OUT OF EMOTIONS!
this is such a good reminder for me.
THANK YOU LORD! :)

this is very important to remember and put it into action;
because "..the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." (Galatians 5:22-23)

busybusybusy :(

2010-09-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH! so busy with the never-ending projects.
RAWR!! :O
Shan't rant too much about it.
I HOPE TO CLEAR MY THINGS ASAP!!
JIAYOU LIM JIA XIN!

note to self: SPEND MORE TIME on His Word! (you've been reminded!)

berry berries!!

2010-09-05T07:40:00.002+08:00

yay! Finally gotten our berries ^^
it was such a berry long wait plus hassles.
but shant go into the lousy details..
the point is, boyfriend is happy and so am I ^^

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things :)

2010-08-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

So many ups and downs this year.
Kind of feeling weary :/
Lord, I pray for strength to get through everything.
For your guidance to lead me through it all with God-like patience, tolerance and love.
Amen.

My favourite bible verse (1 Corinthians 13:4-7):
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
Amen.

Cast your Burden upon the Lord and He shall sustain you :)

2010-08-26T19:44:00.003+08:00

Words can hurt alot. Even if you don't mean it. Even if the person doesn't appear to take it to heart.
The subconscious impact of it still exist; somehow.
today, I chose to just follow what the Word says: "Cast your burden upon the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
I choose to forgive and to cast all my burdens onto the Lord, and He shall sustain me. Amen.

today, I also want to thank God for friends who are always there for me, encouraging me and lending a listening ear always.
and Thank God for Jeremy, who never fails to reassure me that I'm always well-loved and will always be.
Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord, for Your Unfailing Love:)

:(

2010-08-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

:(
limjiaxin seriously don't feel ok.
she ain't supposed to be feeling this way.
but she seriously can't help it.
The more she tried holding it in, the more she tears..

YOU HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT, limjiaxin!

:(

2010-08-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

I feel LOVESICK already :'(

幸福可以很简单。。。

2010-08-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

幸福真的可以很简简单单的。
我今天就充满着幸福的感觉了！

Jerjer specially picked me up after class, despite still feeling alittle unwell.
THANK YOU, LOVE!
thanks for making the effort :)
I know you're trying really hard to not break your promise :)
I love you, dear!
but seriously, your health is much much more important to me! :)

Had Crystal Jade steamboat buffet for dinner.
then watched THE CRAZIES.
it's really a crazy show.
if you're in for a scare, you should watch!
HAHA!
*crosses my fingers and hopes to sleep w/o any nightmares*
:)
i just SO love to spend time with my boyfriend.
even if we're merely doing the same old stuff over and over again.
but what matters most, is the effort made to be together, I feel :))

JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
thank you for everything today.
You're the sweetest boyfriend! :))
> AMO A MI NOVIO!^^
*muacks*

it's gonna be a busybusyBUSY week -__-

2010-07-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

I felt so freaking sleepy today.
the weather was sooooooo ideal for sleeping all day long;
yet, I had to go for my strategic management class.
SOBS.
and SIM is so screwed up today.
Had two consecutive false fire alarm evacuation within a timeframe of less than two hours.
Don't get me wrong; I'm all for fire drills.
but today wasn't just drills.
the stupid school made me HAPPY FOR NOTHING.
I was happily packing up and going to leave school to go off ler >.<
anyways, I realised one thing abt the students.
I think they don't understand ENGLISH.
like seriously.
The announcement said to leave the building by the nearest exit.
Guess what they did.
they left the lecture hall and stood around, waiting for further instructions.
SERIOUSLY! their exit was the door of the lecture hall.
I nearly died then and there -___-"

anyways. I watched Sorcerer's Apprentice on Sunday.
Quite an interesting show; it went beyond my expectations.
'Cause I was expecting it to be an imitation of Harry Potter.
I like Nicholas Cage's acting in the show.
awesome.
:)

Yikes! from tomorrow onwards, there're going to be endless meetings after meetings.
Goodness! I can't even find time to dye my hair! :/
*pouts*

OH! OH! on a random note,
Today I saw this Uncle whom I really and nearly wanted to stand up and salute him on the bus.
Let me first start off by describing him.
He should be in his sixties.
Doesn't look that strong; in fact, he was swaying quite abit when the bus was moving.
He, in fact looks as though he needed the seat.
Henceforth, this very nice girl in front of me asked him if he needed the seat.
He declined firmly.
WHICH IS SO NICE TO SEE!
Dont't get me wrong here.
I'm all for the giving up the seats thingy.
BUT! some elders just totally irked me at times.
they stare and glare at you like it's THEIR SEATS.
ok, I mean that's the idea of the giving up the seats thingy.
At times, I think the movement has spoilt some of the eldery.
Some would even demand for their seats.
MAN! it's totally humiliating!
WHERE"S YOUR SELF-RESPECT?!
do you really want to be viewed as a frail, weak old person who is rude and overbearing?
haha. I've indeed met some of such people.
And experienced ONCE before.
but that ONE experience when I didn't get up (I give up my seats all the time!), I was feeling very sick and was going to faint-type if I stand for too long.
YET! this guy came and POINTED TO ME that I should give up my seats to this YOUNG COUPLE with children in prams.
LIKE THEY NEEDED THE SEATS.
it's so ridiculous!
this is what the society has become; after all the things that the government is trying to do to cope with the ageing population and to take care of the people.
PEOPLE BECOME LAZY, OVERBEARING & UNREASONABLE.
and with such attitudes shown to the young people; WHO IS TO SAY THAT these young people won't grow old to become like that too?
yucks! what a horrible thought! :/

that's why I wanted to salute that uncle on the bus.
he totally earned my respect, not because he declined the seat.
But the fact that he refused to be viewed as a weak and frail person, despite his age and physique.
*salutes*

ok. this post is getting draggy ler.
Update again when I've the time. hahaha.

BLESSING's birth!

2010-07-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

today is the birth of BLESSING LIM EN YU ! :)
she's my bf's niece.
SHE is so gorgeous!
Small, feminine, big eyes w long lashes, pouty perfect lips and she has DIMPLES!
:D
*I forgot to take photo :/ *

man. it's here again.

2010-07-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

LORD, I need a BREAKTHROUGH in this area.
Help me, please.
thank you, Lord :)

. . . . . .

2010-07-13T23:54:00.001+08:00

maybe, it's just ME.

BACK!

2010-07-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

finally I'm back in Singapore.
Lol. was away just yesterday till today only.
HA!

Act of Faith was AWESOME!
despite having to run everywhere in my long skirt,
and bumping into things & in turn, incurring much bruises,
it's AWESOME!
the priesthood costumes turned out really AWESOME too!
PRAISE THE LORD!
the weather was quite gloomy, but during the whole process,
not one drop of rain touched the ground! :D
and Praise the Lord for showing us so many signs and wonders.
:) AWESOME! :D

and oh! I survived driving to the nearby shopping mall.
ok la. it's super near!
wahahaha..
and I finally watched DESPICABLE ME!
sooooooooooo cute la.
I want a minion for myself too!
^^

aft service, we went back home to bathe and take naps.
I barely slept; Got out at 130am for wanton mee and to buy snacks & drinks for the world cup match.
Match was not too bad la.
it was just SO drama la.
goodness. First time I watch a world cup match and I actually fell asleep.
but my eyes opened in time for the ONE & ONLY GOAL of the match.
WAHAHAHA. amazing!

and today was quite a tiring day cause I had to rush here and there.
MAN, I am so sleepy.
Am going to turn in early! :)

:D

2010-07-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

:) I totally can't wait for tml!! ^^

EMO NEMO Thursday :/

2010-07-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

it's a emo nemo thursday.
My Marketing Research class and Managing Change class clashed.
My MR lecturer was late for more than an hour.
My group forming wasn't fantastic :(
but wells. I just have to pray more about it :)
and alot of things..made me super emo nemo :/

let's hope and pray that tml will be a much better day :)

2010-07-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

today was a simple day :)
FINALLY watched The Karate Kid w my beloved! :))
ok la. I know it's abit S.L.O.W.
but man, though it was super long,
I so love Jaden Smith!!
he's SOOOOOOOOOO cute!! ^^

and finally continued watching FlashForward.
me & bf have been delaying watching that show for a long time
but yay! finally have time to start clearing the dvds that we kept buying..
BAK KUT TEH for dinner. yumyum! ^^

and we went POPO's house to pray for her.
:)
but ARGH! my BF did the meanest thing on earth!
he ate durians (which I DONT PREFER) and then didn't wash his hands,
and held my hand during prayers.
and after which, only when we reached home, he asked me to smell my LEFT HAND.
and it reeks of durians! but at that point I didn't rmb how it got there.
until he finally revealed it to me hours later.
WA LAO!
very smelly & disgusting LO!!!
RAWR!

man. tml i've class. totally.. dont feel like attending LA! :(
but no choice, sigh.
byebye to bf days on wednesdays..
byebye to much freedom..
*pouts*

IN PAIN LAH!!

2010-07-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

Had driving in the morning.
AWESOME DRIVE :)
then went to meet Jer's mummy and godsis to do shopping for sunday.
Arms are sooooooooo SORE after carrying Jer's nephew.
but I just couldn't help it.
he's SO adorable can! ^^
after which head back to JB.
slack around. and JUST BEFORE dinner time.
I stupidly dropped two porcelain plates vertically down onto my big toe joint.
and it's super swollen and painful :(
arrrrrrrgh!!

I need to be happy.
seriously.

ME!

2010-07-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

Most of the time, I find myself starting conversations w my friends and most of it would be talking about my boyfriend.
there's nothing wrong about it, of course.
but I sometimes, feel pathetic.
'cause it just makes it seem that my entire life revolves around my bf and that my own life is too boring to even be mentioned.
ha..

and so, with some randomness, this entire post will be about ME!!! ^^
haha. I'm THAT bored.

ABOUT LJX:

1. LJX is going to have her THIRD/FOURTH driving test on the 15th of July. (see? I fail until I forgot how many times I've taken my practical test >.< goodness..)

2. LJX has been quite depressed by her present semester timetable; not because there are too many lessons or what, but solely because the timetable arrangement causes her to have VERY LITTLE time for her boyfriend. HA!

3. LJX seriously can't wait to graduate. But she hasn't really figure what she wants to do after graduation.

4. LJX secretly wants to get married before she turns 25.

5. LJX wants to set up her own business. but it's not fixed yet. cause she can't decide on which business she is more interested in.

6. LJX would love a yellow volkswagen beetle as her first car. (if only I can actually afford it :/)

7. LJX has thought about serving God full-time.

8. LJX actually enjoys studying and especially exams. HAHAHAHA!

9. LJX don't prefer durians.

10. LJX wants to get a cute puppy.

11. LJX has had the crazy tot of having 12 children after studying about the Gilbreths.

12. but being realistic, and taking into account that LJX wants to go FULL DIVINE, she has secretly decided to have at least three/four.

13. LJX secretly hopes she can give birth to twins. HAHAHA!!

14. LJX loves shopping without restrain.

15. LJX wants to go on a overseas holiday badly.

ok. my eyes are super tired.
and i think I have crapped quite abit.

MAN! i can't wait for SUNDAY service!
we're doing a prophetic act which is going to be SO AWESOME!
totally can't wait!
*excited!*

randomness..

2010-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

School's officially re-opened for me.
Thank God that I really got to enjoy myself to the max right before school starts.
:)

Yesterday, Watched Knight & Day and The Legend is Born with Jer.
not bad not bad. but not really THAT highly recommended ba.
Today's engagement lunch was ooooookay, i guess.
I was SO SO SO full :(
and yay! today, me n jer started on "How I met Your Mother".
it's sooooooo lame and funny!
:D

yayness! church tml!! ^^

2010-06-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

*pouts* school is starting like NEXT WEEK :/
and I dont think i have really enjoyed my holidays to the max YET :(

can't wait to see my girls tml!
we have SO MUCH to catch up on!! ^^

2010-05-11T14:35:00.002+08:00

it's two days from now.
goodness. so fast.
I thank God for His timely prompt and for revealing things to me.
I no longer feel so affected by you-know-what ler :))
Lord, pleasepleasepleasepleasePLEASE let me pass.
I hope to be able to give my testimony on Sunday!! :))

2010-05-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

YAY! exams are all over :D

but I didn't get that awesome relieved feeling ysd.
I merely felt like I was being "showered" with buckets of cold water :/
the best thing about ysd, not only have my exams ended, I ate the nicest sesame icecream!!
Quite expensive tho, for a single scoop. :)
thanks to Jer's daddy who treated us to yummie-licious jap food.
at the very least, the sesame icecream cheered me up.
and oh! yvonne's understanding made me feel comforted too :)

anyway!! I've got the best-est birthday gift already!
a postcard from HK with lots of love! :)
THANK YOU FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!^^
:DD am really happy and touched! :))
thank you, my dear.

AWESOME!

2010-04-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

AWESOME! I had an amazing day!! :))
Will update shortly on my entire week! :DD

Updates! + random discoveries & thoughts

1. IRONMAN2 IS AWESOME!!
I simply can't find a better way to put it! :D
AWESOME!
the movie is so miraculously AWESOME that it drove away my unhappiness for the day!
AWESOME!
and what's more AWESOME, is that I've got my AWESOME boyfriend for company!
^^ so happy!!

2. I learnt my lesson today: NEVER to help people who will NEVER appreciate it.
like seriously, if you weren't related to my beloved.
DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I WOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!!
and to think, I've always try to give you CHANCE after CHANCE.
but man, today, JUST TODAY.
you've successfully made me lose ALL my respect for you.
because, today, you pointed your filthy finger at me and my beloved.
YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME.
goodbye to YOU.
cause you'll NEVER get any of my help again.
I learnt it the HARD WAY. just too bad for me.

3. IpMan2 was not too bad!! :))
more action than the previous :)
also a must-watch!! ^^
but if you're tight on budget, do INVEST on IRONMAN2!! :DD

4. Received the revelation that Marriage must be built upon a true foundation of love and trust.
and I'll do my best to ensure that I settle down with someone who truly loves me!! :DD
and oh people, I ain't in a hurry to get married ler!! :D
My life is simply AWESOME now.

5. Today, I finally got SHOCKED by reality!! >.<
Exams is just less than THREE DAYS away.
OH MY!
I feel so motivated NOW.
exciting!!!!^^

6. Driving test is COMING SOON too.
exciting.
I just pray and hope that I won't get THAT awful feeling of nervousness when I go for my test.
Please stay away from me, YOU AWFUL NERVOUSNESS!!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! >.<

OK. that's about it.
I SO must get back to mugging.
but to end off, IRONMAN2 is simply AWESOME!! ^^
I'm SO going to watch it a SECOND, THIRD & FOURTH time.
hehs. if I can afford the time, that is. :))

2010-04-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

Am just home from mugging @ macs.
tiring man!! :/

random things that I have been through/feel/done for the past two weeks.

`shopped on a tight budget with Jer!! ^^ (it was so SO so fun can!)
`gotten more involved with church :)
`started mugging for the scary exams. HEHS.
`felt super angry over work issues; ALMOST exploded >.<
`missed buffets with my unifriends :(
`fallen in love all over again! ^^

whee. Sunday's coming. CAN'T WAIT!! :DD

:(

2010-04-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

:( hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
I feel disappointed.
Greatly disappointed.
I feel awful :(
Ask me to define Disappointment.
I would say,
Disappointment is a thing that eats you up from the inside,
until you no longer have real feelings anymore.
:(

jiayou, limjiaxin:)

2010-04-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

putting all the emo-ness aside.
limjiaxin, you really need to work on your project.
:(

2010-03-31T09:28:00.002+08:00

hates being down with a high fever.
So drowsy, so heavy-headed, but can't sleep.
I NEED SLEEP. couldn't even fall asleep for the whole night :'(
sad.

2010-03-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

there're people who are always making sacrifices.
and there'll always be people who are unwilling to.

there're people who are hopeless romantics.
and there'll be always be people who can't seem to understand that even a simple gesture could make a BIG difference.

there're people who are always trying so hard.
and there'll always be people who can't be bothered no matter what.

there're people who choose to love with all their heart.
and there'll always be people who don't cherish such people.

if it's all about opposites attract.
perhaps, one day, the other group of people should open up their eyes and see what they already have.

this is just a random entry. dont have to think too much into it.

2010-03-18T14:17:00.002+08:00

grey clouds, rainy weather, gloomy me :/

I know I haven't been updating my blog diligently.
The third month of this year is coming to an end soon.
Alot has happened and passed.
And more has been happening even since I committed myself to a forty-days fast.
though at times I get discouraged, demoralised and even my very loved one is being used by the enemy to attack me;
but limjiaxin will make it through.
she is determined to hold on tight and make it through.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

2010-03-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

like a very deflated balloon :(
man, the feeling sucks :(

2010-02-26T00:58:00.003+08:00

thank you, Lord.
For the timely prompt:))

Lord, I surrender everything to You and pray that You'll guide me and us through it all.
I have faith that all will work out just fine :)

ps: starting from tml...

2010-02-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING is so liberating!! :D
Bought two items today.
But I'm truly and perfectly satisfied with my loots! :)
1. One pair of flats from Mimosa - $19.90
2. One skirt by Arthur Yen - discounted from $69.90 to $29.90.

AM so so SOOOOOOO happy :))

2010-02-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

to a good friend whom I just spoke to, not long ago: JIAYOU! :)

to limjiaxin: JIAYOU too!

2010-02-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

So long since i last updated.
Been really busy :(

Here's what I've done for the past week:

1. Have CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family and extended family at a nice restaurant. Ate until super FULL can.

2. Rushed out two assignments. SO tiring. (Must start on my SO assignment and the rest, so I don't have to rush.

3. Went to eat Macs with Jer sneakily before dinner time, 'cause we didnt want to spoil our appetite :)

4. Ordered Macs for dinner one day.
Ordered super alot.
and watch LIE TO ME.
happy!:)

5. Sat in for my first interview :)

6. Went eat at El Migos.
totally loved what I ordered.
Seafood Aglio olio.
it's fabulous!!:)

7. Ate CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family.
SO FULL!! and the food was great.
the company was even BETTER :))

8. Wanted to start on an exercise regime with Jer. but that day had too many things to do. Ended up delaying it :'(

I think that's about it :)

I'm going to miss my boyfriend :( *sobs*

happy CNY in advance to all! :)

2010-02-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

SIGH :/

2010-02-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

A reminder to self:
limjiaxin, you NEED to pray more.
limjiaxin, you NEED to let the Lord take the wheel.
limjiaxin, you NEED to have MORE faith.

:) I had a great service.
Lord, I pray that you'll take the wheel and lead me :)

2010-01-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

So many things happened over the past week.
I'm still feeling a little tired.
and perhaps, still a little depressed.
but I thank God for He has worked miracles in my life to keep me safe and gave me the strength to go through all that I had to go through :)

Just had an extremely fun time with my two great uni friends.
Wanted to go sing song, but ended up with our booking cancelled.
and so, we ended up yum cha-ing for hours until the starbucks people were closing up.
I really enjoyed such sessions.
relaxing but fun :)

tml's a long day.
tuition and then singsong with eileen.
never tried that before; but i'm sure I'll have fun :D

2010-01-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

why TOLERANCE of all the things, Lord? :/

YEAR 2010

2010-01-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

it's YEAR 2010 now.
and this is my seven hundredth post :)

Typically, there's the "what I want to achieve by the end of Year 2010" List.
and so, TADA!

WHAT LIM JIAXIN hopes to achieve by the end of YEAR2010!

1. Be a more mature Christian!
2. Obtain better academic grades!
3. Learn & master the basics of the Piano!(Bf'll have to vomit alot of blood!)
4. Be able to play the guitar!
5. Be happy everyday!(if not, most of the year!)
6. Get Married!(I WISH! haha. this's always been on my list every year!LOL!)
7. Lose weight!(Of at least 5kg!)
8. Be healthier & fitter!(yeah yeah. I know I've to exercise!)
9. Go on a trip with Boyfriend!(this is a must-fulfill!)
10. Get a laptop!(must save up LO!)

ok. I think that's it for the list.

Hmm. the new year has been so far so good.
Just been having lots of weird stuffs happening.
Just hoping that all of it will just go away, and leave everyone in peace.
:)

(sometimes, I feel so minute. As if I'm of negligible significance in your life. I thought I was supposed to be real special. but somehow, I feel no difference from all those other girls in your life. No difference at all. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not meant to be the One.)

Year 2009 Review

2009-12-31T22:28:00.003+08:00

Since I'm rotting at home, and seeing that there's still approximately 1h30mins to the NEW YEAR.
I shall do a review of Year 2009 :)

In the Year 2009, I have:

* successfully cleared my much-dreaded accounting module!:)
* achieved better grades than the previous year!:)
* gone on a short but happy holiday with my most beloved boyfriend!:)
* survived my crazy schedule of juggling btw school, bf & tuitions!:)
* successfully organised(or co-organised)all the 21st Birthdays of the PRFs!:)
* organised a national-day steamboat!:)
* successfully organised the very crazy & fun & colourful gathering!:)
* celebrated my fourth year anniversary with Jer!:)
* learnt driving a manual car!:)
* failed to get my driving license!:(
* survived a shopping trip to JB w Meifeng & QiaoYun!:)
* fell in love with CHINCHOW w MILK!:)
* attended my closest cousin sister's gorgeous wedding!:)
* felt a even stronger desire to get married SOON ever since!:)
* learnt to not expect too much of people!:)
* lost my voice during my birthday period AGAIN!:(
* survived the hectic second semester of projects!:)
* watched tonnes of good movies with my boyfriend!:)
* watched stupid movies such as THE BOX, THE TREASURE HUNTER, INDIANA JONES!:(
* gone to COMEX with my boyfriend and enjoyed myself SO MUCH!:)
* gone for SUKISUSHI buffets with friends & boyfriend!MUSSELS MENTAI!:)
* made many trips to ICHIBAN restaurant with Jer!:)
* attended and helped out at Jesus Heals 2009!:)
* attended my sister's MEET-THE-PARENTS session with my boyfriend!:)
* received 21 lovely red roses from Boyfriend on my 21st birthday!:)
* been truly surprised by Boyfriend's appearance on my 21st birthday!:)
* rebonded my hair!:)
* spent her last day of Year 2009 all alone! :(
* felt truly loved by her boyfriend & her friends!:)

I guess, that's more or less it.
:D Happy New Year in advance, people!:)

Last Day of Year 2009

2009-12-31T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of the year 2009.
Just decided to end this year on a nice note with this post :)

Didn't get to do much this year.
Wanted to do something special.
But ended up staying home for the entire day.
Sigh.
Ah wells.
Here's my list of "thanksgiving" or rather, things/people I'm thankful for :)

I thank God for my family; though many a time, I grumble and whine about them.
but I'm thankful that they are always there.
and I do know that whatever they do, their intention is good and simply just wanting the best for me :)

I thank God for my boyfriend;
Having him in my life, really means the world to me.
I'm thankful for the things he does and the effort he puts in, in order just to make me smile or simply to keep me happy.
I love you, dear.

I thank God for PRF; the bubbly girls who promise to be there for me.
Our outings and gatherings always give me something to look forward (though organising is really troublesome :p).
Nonetheless, I'm thankful for them.
Be good girls wherever you are, alrights?
the next outing will be set when the two members return!
:DD

I thank God for my uni friends;
Entering into a new university, I'm glad and thankful that I've met some really good people.
thank you for being such great and fun company :)

Okay lah. Feel so long-winded :(
This year, my countdown will be spent staring at my computer screen on FACEBOOK! :)
how exciting. >.<

2009-12-30T15:46:00.002+08:00

Came by the following and was sharing it with my gorgeous Peiling.
and decided to just blog it :)
Source: MSN.com

Best Marriage Proposal 2009 by MSN.com

You Ought to Be in Pictures
The one thing my boyfriend, Josh, and I don't have in common is movies -- I love them, but he could care less. But for our third anniversary, Josh offered to take me to see one. When we walked into the theater, it was already dark, so we grabbed a seat near the front. Suddenly, a picture of us came up on the screen -- Josh had made a movie about us! He and some of our friends acted out scenes from our relationship, and as the movie ended, I turned and Josh was kneeling on the floor. He opened a box with a ring pop inside just as the words "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" flashed on the screen. Then the lights turned on and everyone yelled, "Surprise!" Both of our families and our closest friends were in the theater watching the whole time!

A Fish Tale
My boyfriend and I flew to Seattle and visited Pike Place Market, famous for its fishmongers who throw fish. One of the fishmongers asked me if I wanted to catch a fish. I was nervous that I'd drop it, but I caught the fish and held it above my head to the applause of onlookers -- and then someone shouted that there was something in the fish's mouth. I discovered a plastic bag, tore it open, and found a small box inside. I turned around to find my boyfriend down on one knee!

Love Note, Redux
My fiance and I started dating our senior year of high school. He was shy, so he wrote me a note and left it on my desk -- it was super-dorky and asked if I wanted to "go out with him, be together, or whatever." Then he wrote, "Sorry about the note. I really like you. Jim." Now we're both teachers, and when I got back to my apartment one day after school, there was an envelope taped to my door. As I began to read the note, I realized I'd read it somewhere before. He had rewritten that original note, but changed it to "Will you marry me, be together forever, or whatever. Sorry about the note. I really love you. Jim." He was waiting in my room to propose.

An Offer She Couldn't Refuse
My boyfriend, Mike, and I were at my cousin's apartment, hanging out with her and her husband and their baby, Ryan. Mike is Ryan's godfather. We were all in the living room playing with the baby, and my cousin asked us to change him into his pajamas. So I unsnapped his onesie and went to pull it off over his head, and I realized he had on another one underneath. That onesie had writing on it: "AUNT GG, WILL YOU MARRY MY GODFATHER?" I read it, and then I looked next to me, and there was Mike down on one knee with the ring! And, of course, I said yes!

An Unforgettable View
My boyfriend, Rob, is a pilot, and we often take trips in a Cessna airplane. One night, Rob told me he had rented a plane for the next morning for what I thought would just be a typical flight. After we were in the air for about five minutes, he switched radio frequencies. This wasn't a normal procedure, so I was thinking, Oh gosh, what's wrong? Then Rob asked me, "What's that down there?" I looked down to the ground below us, and written on a football field were the words "Will You Marry Me, Delilah?" Of course I said yes, and the news of our engagement was broadcast for all to hear on radio frequency 123.45.

Love in Any Language
One day, at the hospital where I work, a fellow nurse walked into the OR and handed me a card. One side of the card said, "Chinese," and the back had something written in Chinese. A moment later, another nurse came in and handed me another card. On one side it said, "German," and the other side said something in German. This continued for 45 minutes, with cards coming in all different languages. I didn't know what to think until one of my patients complained of stomach pain, and I lifted up her blanket to find a card that said, "French," which is a language I read well -- I realized that all of the cards said, "Will you marry me?" I opened the door to the recovery room and found my fiance holding the final card. One side said, "English," and when I flipped it over, it said, "Will you marry me?"

Well-Played Proposal
For my birthday, Dell surprised me with a weekend at this beautiful, secluded house. That night after dinner, we decided to play Monopoly. On one of my first rolls, I landed on "Chance." When I pulled the card, it said my name and I was so confused. Dell had designed the card and had written a letter to me! At the end of the card, it said, "If you'll look my way, there is one thing I want to ask..." And when I turned to look at Dell, he was on his knee and holding the ring.

Rules of Engagement
My boyfriend, Nate, had been deployed in Afghanistan for a year, so for my birthday, Nate's friends threw me a party so I wouldn't be alone. The last present I opened was a card that told me to check my closet upstairs. In the closet, I found a DVD with a note that said, "Watch immediately." It was a video of Nate in Afghanistan, holding a sign that said to go to the first place we met. We all drove over to the school where Nate and I had been kindergarten classmates, and then I saw a soldier on the playground. Before I could process what was happening, I realized it was Nate, who had somehow managed to come home. I started bawling on his shoulder, and then he got on his knee and pulled out a ring that was custom-made for me in Afghanistan.

A Walk to Remember
Daniel and I met when we both decided to hike the Appalachian Trail. We met only a few days into our separate hikes and developed a wonderful friendship as we walked across the country together. Six-and-a-half months later, we reached the summit of Mount Katahdin at the end of the trail, and one year after that, Daniel took me back to the trail for a picnic. After we ate, Daniel helped me to my feet and then dropped to one knee. He said if we could walk 2,000 miles together through rain, snow, stress fractures, lightning, bugs, and creepy townies, then there is no doubt that we could take on anything else that life has to offer, and he couldn't imagine any adventure he would want to embark on without me by his side.

Sweet, isn't it? :)

2009-11-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

Last day of November ler..
In November, I think the best thing that happened for me,
was being able to take a short but memorable trip with my JER.
(Photos up on FaceBook)
and this month marks our 3 years & 11 months!
Just another month to go! ^^ WHEE...

it just felt like yesterday that I took photos w JER on the last day of YEAR2008.
and now, 2009 is coming to an end too.
let's hurry up go create more memories for this year before it flies by!! :DD

PS: BF I LOVE YOU MOST! ^^

2009-11-19T23:31:00.001+08:00

it's TOMORROW!
woohoo. i need to sleep soon >.<

2009-11-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

wells. I'm back from my vacation.
Will update about it soon.
right now, I just feel so shitty.
and my driving practical is in seven days' time.
not that it matters anymore.
sigh.

2009-11-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

I was reminded of that hurt, that pain.
urgh. it sucks.
why did i have to be reminded of it?
I'm thinking...
Perhaps, God meant for it to happen so that I realise that I haven't really let go of that hurt in me yet.
MAN!!!!!!!! :(

2009-11-02T14:36:00.002+08:00

有一种爱叫做放手.

I actually feel kind of better today ler.
Yesterday night was horrible.
and I'm very thankful for Yvonne's phonecall and her time spent listening to me.
Thank you ah bon :))

I feel tired.
one last paper to go.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

2009-10-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

this is what i did today.

1. Had to walk a far distance because a bus broke down and jammed up the lanes.
2. Counted coins in the shop.
3. Ate bak kut teh (not my fav shop one).
4. Played games at boardgame cafe.
5. Rebonded my hair and dyed it (from 4.30pm to 9.30pm).
6. Came home on an empty stomach.
7. Going to sleep on an empty stomach and sad mood.

2009-10-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

it was a yes-no question.
but sigh.
never mind.
so many things to study.
but having stupid headache.
SO SIAN la.. >.<
where did my motivation and momentum go!! :(

2009-09-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

I just want to be me.

2009-09-26T12:01:00.001+08:00

I'm trying to learn something.
but somehow, because it has associated with something else, I don't feel like it anymore.
I'm possessive, I know.
sigh.

2009-09-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

where ignorance is always bliss, one should not let her curiosity get the better of her.
and end up like me.
Feeling really terrible.
I feel heartbroken right now.
it's hurting me.
:(

2009-09-22T12:09:00.001+08:00

hello world.
hello stranger.
sighh.

2009-09-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

16 september 2009.
it's the first time that I felt so traumatised in my whole life.
and I thank God for keeping you safe.
really. please promise not to get me so traumatised again.
I love you :)